everything is out of my mind

Star Wars Pixar Mashup

2011-03-06T18:20:00.001-08:00

Before you start, you're already beat.

2011-03-06T13:40:00.000-08:00

"Plato considered females inferior to males and 'by nature prone to secrecy and stealth'... he stated that women are the reincarnation of men who had led evil lives and, as such, are morally flawed."

The Velvet Underground - Femme Fatale

Magical..

2011-03-06T13:38:00.000-08:00

Quirky fantasies? You bet.

In conclusion- continuing the soundtrack to my life via blogger...

I give you Pinocchio's "I've got no strings"

I've got no strings, so I have fun. I'm not tied up to anyone! Oh, I had strings but now I'm free- there are no strings on me!!!

Fall head first like paper planes in playground games.

2010-07-23T20:42:00.000-07:00

In Plato's Symposium, humans originally consisted of four arms, four legs, and a single head made of two faces. However, Zeus feared their power and split them all in half, condemning them to spend their lives searching for the other half to complete them...

Cooler Couleur

2010-06-13T19:09:00.000-07:00

How is "lone" an adjective and "alone" an adjective? They have the same meaning and when using "lone" you'd end up saying "a lone ___." This is really pissing me off. I'm a loner.... I'm alone... I need to stop analyzing pointless shit.

cozy & confined in my domestic dig

2010-06-11T18:37:00.000-07:00

Hellooooo 9:43 PM on a Friday, I'm social.

Good Old War - That's Some Dream

I'm gonna live I'm alright,
I'm gonna die it's alright, I'm okay
Lai dai dai

2010-06-09T00:40:00.000-07:00

Oxymorons

2010-06-07T23:29:00.001-07:00

In reverse order, here are 50 oxymorons to brighten your week.

50. Act naturally 49. Found missing 48. Resident alien 47. Advanced BASIC 46. Genuine imitation 45. Airline food 44. Good grief 43. Same difference 42 Almost exactly 41. Government organization 40. Sanitary landfill 39. Alone together 38. Legally drunk 37. Silent scream 36. British fashion 35. Living dead 34. Small crowd 33. Business ethics 32. Soft rock 31. Butt head 30. Military intelligence 29. Software documentation 28. New York culture 27. Extinct life 26. Sweet sorrow 25. Childproof 24. “Now, then...” 23. Synthetic natural gas 22. Christian scientists 21. Passive aggression 20. Taped live 19. Clearly misunderstood 18. Peace force 17. New classic 16. Temporary tax increase 15. Italian Army 14. Plastic glasses 13. Terribly pleased 12. Computer security 11. Political science 10. Tight slacks 9. Definite maybe 8. Pretty ugly 7. Twelve-ounce pound cake 6. Diet ice cream 5. Rap music 4. Working vacation 3. Exact estimate 2. Religious tolerance
And the NUMBER ONE top OXY-Moron 1. Microsoft Works

I love little girls...

2010-06-01T12:38:00.000-07:00

Oingo Boingo - Little Girls

Hahahaha Repulsive!!

2010-05-08T22:13:00.001-07:00

Sonnet XVII

2010-05-08T17:41:00.000-07:00

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

-Paul Neruda

Excerpt from 'Sex, Drugs, And Cocoa Puffs'

2010-04-24T16:37:00.000-07:00

"No woman will ever satisfy me. I know that now, and I would never try to deny it. But this is actually okay, because I will never satisfy a woman, either.... It's the truth now, and it will be in the future. And while I'm not exactly happy about that truth, it doesn't make me sad, either. I know it's not my fault. It's no one's fault, really. Or maybe it's everyone's fault. It should be everyone's fault because it's everyone's problem. Well, okay... not everyone. Not boring people, and not the profoundly retarded. But whenever I meet dynamic, non-retarded Americans, I notice that they all seem to share a single unifying characteristic: the inability to experience the kind of mind-blowing, transcendent romantic relationship they perceive to be a normal part of living. And someone needs to take the fall for this. So instead of blaming no one for this (which is kind of cowardly) or blaming everyone (which is kind of meaningless), I'm going to blame John Cusack." --Chuck Klosterman

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas vs. Muppets

2010-04-24T16:28:00.000-07:00

Two of my favourite things?! Yes! Found this gem on a Pop Culture blog.

"We were somewhere around Sesame Street on the edge of the desert when the drugs began to take hold. I remember saying something like 'I feel a bit lightheaded; maybe you should drive . . .' And suddenly there was a terrible roar all around us and the sky was full of what looked like huge bats, all swooping and screeching and diving around the car, which was going about a hundred miles an hour with the top down to Las Vegas. And a voice was screaming, 'Holy Jesus! What are these goddamn animals?'"

2010-04-20T00:52:00.000-07:00

2010-04-18T04:09:00.000-07:00

Thank you, Mike :)

Story of my life

2010-04-15T02:36:00.000-07:00

but guess I know now I'll just always be bad (;

#innernerd

mundane?...fundane!

2010-03-31T22:14:00.000-07:00

Today I did somersaults, smoked an eighth, layed out at a private beach, went to an Escher exhibit at the museum, followed by 2 for 1 margaritas, a trip to a sex shop, flooring it to a liquor store so we could mix coffee, bailey's and patron cafe for dessert while we fucked with people on chat roulette. What!? It was amusing. Brittany brought to my attention we live life like men. Fun hump day with fun ladies.

Going to bed pondering what kind of stunts I'll pull on people tomorrow... how I love April Fool's Day. Prank Heavens!

2010-03-30T23:31:00.000-07:00

Air - Playground love

(bedroom music for my bedroom attire)

Really regretting not going down to Miami to see them when they were here.

So, this is what my life has amounted to... on my days off all I do is blaze a spliff in my panties as my brain proliferates profound thoughts on the meaning of life... or more accurately, meaningless things in life. Don't I sound original? Lately I have been over-analyzing what exactly a feeling is. Mostly because I never thought my soul was capable of feeling anything at all but strikingly, at once, it has! It's all so strange and new to me... but I don't hate it. Anyways... expect a very long crazy-person psychoanalysis to come in a near-future entry, but for tonight I will leave you with the basic dictionary definition:

feeling

feel-ing

-noun

1. the function or the power of perceiving by touch

2. physical sensation not connected with sight, hearing, taste, or smell.

3. a particular sensation of this kind: a feeling of warmth; a feeling of pain.

4. the general state of consciousness considered independently of particular sensations, thoughts, etc.

5. a consciousness or vague awareness: a feeling of inferiority.

6. an emotion or emotional perception or attitude: a feeling of joy; a feeling of sorrow.

7. capacity for emotion, esp. compassion: to have great feeling for the sufferings of others.

8. a sentiment; attitude; opinion: The general feeling was in favor of the proposal.

9. feelings, sensibilities; susceptibilities: to hurt one's feelings.

10. fine emotional endowment.

11. (in music, art, etc.)

a. emotion or sympathetic perception revealed by an artist in his or her work: a poem without feeling.

b. the general impression conveyed by a work: a landscape painting with a spacious feeling.

c. sympathetic appreciation, as of music: to play with feeling.

-adjective

12. sensitive; sentiment.

13. readily affected by emotion; sympathetic: a feeling heart.

14. indicating or characterized by emotion: a feeling reply to the charge.

-Related forms

feel-ing-ly, adverb

feel-ing-ness, noun

non-feel-ing, adjective

non-feel-ing-ly, adverb

un-der-feel-ing, noun

-Synonyms

5. FEELING, EMOTION, PASSION, SENTIMENT refer to pleasurable or painful sensations experienced when one is stirred to sympathy, anger, fear, love, grief. etc. FEELING is a general term for a subjective point of view as well as for specific sensations: to be guided by a feeling rather than by facts; a feeling of sadness, of rejoicing. EMOTION is applied to an intensified feeling: agitated by emotion. PASSION is strong or violent emotion, often so overpowering that it masters the mind or judgement: stirred to a passion of anger. SENTIMENT is a mixture of thought and feeling, esp. refined or tender feeling: Recollections are often colored by sentiment. 6. sympathy, empathy, tenderness, sensitivity, sentiment. 12. emotional, tender. 13. impassioned, passionate.

-Antonyms

5, 6. apathy. 12. cold.

feel

-verb (used with object)

1. to perceive or examine by touch.

2. to have sensation of something), other than by sight, hearing, taste, or smell: to feel a toothache.

3. to find or pursue (one's way) by touching, groping, or cautious moves.

4. to be or become conscious of.

5. to be emotionally affected by: to feel one's disgrace keenly.

6. to experience the effects of: The whole region felt the storm.

7. to have a particular sensation or impression of (often used reflexively and usually fol. by an adjunct or complement): to feel oneself slighted.

8. to have a general or thorough conviction of; think; believe: I feel he's guilty.

-verb (used without object)

9. to have perception by touch or by any nerves of sensation other than those of sight, hearing, taste, and smell.

10. to make examination by touch; grope.

11. to perceive a state of mind or a condition of body: to feel happy; to feel well.

12. to have a sensation of being: to feel warm.

13. to make itself perceived or apparent; seem: How does it feel to be rich?

-noun

14. a quality of an object that is perceived by feeling or touching: the soft feel of cotton.

15. a sensation of something felt; a vague mental impression or feeling: a feel of winter; a feel of sadness in the air.

16. the sense of touch: soft to the feel.

17. native ability or acquired sensitivity: to have a feel for what is right.

18. Informal. an act or instance of touching with the hand or fingers.

19. Slang: Vulgar. an act or instance of feeling up.

-verb phrases

20. feel for,

a. to feel sympathy for or compassion toward; empathize with: I know you're disappointed and upset, and I feel for you.

b. Southeastern Pennsylvania and Maryland. to have a liking or desire for: If you feel for more pie, just help yourself.

21. feel out, to attempt to ascertain (the nature of a situation, someone's attitude, etc.) by indirect or subtle means: Why not feel out the other neighbors' opinions before you make a complaint.

22. feel up, Slang: Vulgar. to fondle or touch (someone) in a sexual manner.

23. feel up to, Informal. to feel or be able to; be capable of: He didn't feel up to going to the theater so soon after his recent illness.

-Idioms

24. cop a feel, Slang: Vulgar. to touch another person's body sexually, often in a quick and surreptitious way.

25. feel like, Informal. to have a desire for; be favorably disposed to: I don't feel like going out tonight. Do you feel like a movie?

26. feel like oneself, to be in one's usual frame of mind or state of health: She hasn't been feeling like herself since the accident. Also, feel oneself.

27. feel no pain. pain

-Related forms

o-ver-feel, verb, -felt, -feel-ing.

re-feel, verb, -felt, -feel-ing.

Word Origin & History

feel

O.E. felan "to touch," from Gmc. *folijanan (cf. Du. voelen, Ger.fuhlen "to feel," O.N. falma "to grope"), from PIE base *(s)pol-/*(s)pal- "to strike softly" (cf. Gk. psallein "to pluck (the harp)," L.palpare "to touch softly, stroke," palpitare "to move quickly"). The sense in O.E. was "to perceive through senses which are not referred to any special organ." Sense of "be conscious of a sensation or emotion" developed by late 13c.; that of "to have sympathy or compassion" is from c.1600. Noun sense of "sexual grope" is from 1932; from verbal phrase to feel (someone) up(1930).

feeling

"emotion," mid-14c., verbal noun from feel (q.v.).

feel

v. felt, feel-ing, feels

v. tr.

a. To perceive through the sense of touch: feel the velvety smoothness of a peach.

b. To perceive as a physical sensation: feel a sharp pain; feel the cold.

c. To touch.

d. To examine by touching. See synonyms at touch.

e. To undergo the experience of: felt my interest rising; felt great joy.

f. To be aware of; sense: felt the anger of the crowd.

g. To be emotionally affected by: She still feels the loss of her dog.

h. To be persuaded of (something) on the basis of intuition, emotion, or other indefinite grounds: I feel that what the informant says may well be true.

i. To believe; think: She felt his answer to be evasive.

feel-ing

a. The sensation involving perception by touch.

b. A sensation experienced through touch.

c. A physical sensation: a feeling of warmth.

d. An emotional state or disposition; an emotion: expressed deep feeling.

e. A tender emotion; a fondness.

f. Capacity to experience the higher emotions; sensitivity; sensibility: a man of feeling.

g. feelings Susceptibility to emotional response; sensibilities: The child's feelings are easily hurt.

h. Appreciative regard or understanding: a feeling for propriety.

i. Intuitive awareness or aptitude; a feel: has a feeling for language.

2. An affective state of consciousness, such as that resulting from emotions, sentiments, or desires: experienced a feeling of excitement.

3. An awareness or impression: He had the feeling that he was being followed.

4. Opinion based more on emotion than on reason; sentiment.

5. A general impression conveyed by a person, place, or thing: The stuffy air gave one the feeling of being in a tomb.

6. Appreciative regard or understanding: a feeling for propriety.

adj.

1. Having the ability to react or feel emotionally; sentient; sensitive.

2. Easily moved emotionally; sympathetic: a feeling heart.

3. Expressive of sensibility or emotion: a feeling glance.

feel'ing-ly adv.

Medical Dictionary

Funciton: n

1 : the sense of touch

2 : SENSATION

feel-ing

Function: n

1 a : the one of the basic physical senses of which the skin contains the chief end organs and of which the sensations of touch and temperature are characteristic : TOUCH

b : a sensation experienced through this sense

2 : an emotional state or reaction feelings

3 : the overall quality of one's awareness especially as measured along a pleasantness-unpleasantness continuum

feel

v. felt, feel-ing, feels

1. To perceive through the sense of touch

2. To perceive as a physical sensation, as of pain.

3. To be conscious of a particular physical, mental, or emotional state.

feeling n.

1. The sensation involving perception by touch.

2. A physical sensation, as of pain.

3. An affective state of consciousness, such as that resulting from emotions, sentiments, or desires.

Encyclopedia

feeling

in psychology, the perception of events within the body, closely related to emotion. The term feeling is a verbal noun denoting the action of the verb to feel, which derives etymologically from the Middle English verb felen, "to perceive by touch, by palpation." It soon came to mean, more generally, to perceive through those senses that are not referred to any special organ. As the known special organs of sense were the ones mediating the perception of the external world, the verb to feel came also to mean the perception of events within the body. Psychologists disagree on the use of the term feeling. The preceding definition accords with that of the American psychologist R.S. Woodworth, who defines the problem of feeling and emotion as that of the individual's "internal state." Many psychologists, however, still follow the German philosopher Immanuel Kant in equating feeling to states of pleasantness and unpleasantness, known in psychology as affect.

....Soak it all in. Isn't it anomalous to think about common things you've always known but never took the time to ponder over? That's what my life is! Why? I have no idea. S'pose I love making vegan smoothies just as well. But- don't get me wrong, I am thankful everyday that I have a brain and body that never stops moving. I am a shark.

Happy Valentine's Day

2010-02-14T07:53:00.000-08:00

It's weird to think last Valentine's Day I was in Las Vegas & Los Angeles. (Yes, both places in one day) I'm so fun.

My apparent theme song

2010-02-10T22:49:00.000-08:00

Clovers - Devil or Angel

New Anthem

2010-01-16T21:33:00.000-08:00

Blakroc - "Coochie" (feat. Ludacris & ODB)

I'm dedicating 2010 to being completely selfish.

2010-01-12T23:17:00.001-08:00